just another girl. i'm extremely pale and hate doing anything during the daytime...so i guess you could say i 'only come out at night' i have blonde hair and grey eyes. i'm 17 but i still believe in fairies. i love rock music and can not stand hip hop crap music or anything in the likeness. my best friend moved away.
oh, and here's some crappy poems by me:
'My Withered Heat'
I haven't any talents,
No brain
And no beauty,
But the heart that beats within,
Every purity pumped through me,
Tries to demolish the blackness
that taints my every pulse.
And
Each time it twitches,
I feel it struggle more and more,
Because this hell we call life
Is forcing through innocence' doors.
'No ones getting out alive'
Back into the darkness
I close my eyes
I hate my self again
Why won't this darkness,
Ever end?
I can't stop it
Fight it
Nothing changes
Temporary light
Shines on my face
But never penetrates the blackness
Can nothing save me?
Even when I'm happy I'm sad
And I can't change the way I feel
Though for a few days I thought I did
Yet nothings different
I'm back in my cold place again
'no name'
Don't talk to me!
I want to be alone
Don't look at me!
I wish to be invisible
Please, just leave me alone
If only for a day
Today I don't want to talk
Today I wish to think
I wish to discover how I feel
But with you buzzing
Words of joy in my ears
You numb my thoughts
And make me pretend
Just for you I make believe
Think nothings wrong with me
And keep telling your self it's true
But don't talk to me'
Because I don't want to admit
How much I despise you.
'Child of a Rape Victim'
You may look at me
And think a disgrace
A mistake made in heaven
When God was looking the other way
My dear poor mother
Forced to have me
The best option to abort
But why abort me?
I am no mistake
God has a plan, you see
For he never looks away
And only sheds tears
For his poor children
And the decisions they have made
So can't you keep me?
Or just send me away
Why is my life any different?
Is it of less value than yours?
All because I'm the bastard child of a rapist
I am not important
And even some of the most conservative
Think it justified, I should die
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i never get on this damn site! but since i did for like the second time ever i decided to comment you...though i've nothing to say on here that i couldn't just call you and tell you. i think i'll do that now..
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WHEN U ALREADY START READING THIS DONT STOP OR ELSE SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN...MY NAME IS TEDDY ...I AM 7 YEARS OLD WITH BLOND HAIR AND SCARY EYES. IHAVE NO NOSE OR EARS. I AM DEAD. IF YOU DONT SEND THIS TO 15PPL B4 U GO TO BED I WILL APPEAR 2NIGHT WITH A KNIFE AND KILL U THIS IS NO JOKE SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO U AT 10:22 SOMEONE WILL CALL YOU OR TALK TO YOU ONLINE AND SAY I LOVE YOU OR ASK YOU OUT BUT HERES THE CATCH, YOU HAVE TO SEND IT TO 15 DIFFERENT PEOPLE...YOU CANNOT SEND IT TO ME FOR I HAVE ALREADY SENT IT TO YOU
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Hi im Ms. Pill
the drawings you did were anime huh?
it's cool cuz i drew and uploaded one too.
(lol) im the one who spotted your little slip
I just wanted to say hi and yeah lol!
y'know whats strange? i wasn't even getting on this site to make friends or anything, i just wanted to upload a graphic...but then bang people started commenting and i got 'friends'! cool ^_~
u bout the super contest there is.
If ur interest in Enterin' the contest let me no,
i'll sign u up!
Details at my page.
Now hurry, last day 2 enter is on Monday!
Stop by Darkfairy28 profile if u want 2 enter a diff contest.
(Yes, u may enter both!)
Ciao, *Hugz n' kissez*
~~NeYlIn~~