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"so, i'm not beautiful. shoot me."


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Name:   vampire_heartRanking:   --
Birthday:   1989-09-24Country:   United States
Joined:   2006-07-27Location:   Texas
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just another girl. i'm extremely pale and hate doing anything during the daytime...so i guess you could say i 'only come out at night' i have blonde hair and grey eyes. i'm 17 but i still believe in fairies. i love rock music and can not stand hip hop crap music or anything in the likeness. my best friend moved away.

oh, and here's some crappy poems by me:

'My Withered Heat'

I haven't any talents,
No brain
And no beauty,
But the heart that beats within,
Every purity pumped through me,
Tries to demolish the blackness
that taints my every pulse.
And
Each time it twitches,
I feel it struggle more and more,
Because this hell we call life
Is forcing through innocence' doors.


'No ones getting out alive'

Back into the darkness

I close my eyes

I hate my self again

Why won't this darkness,

Ever end?



I can't stop it

Fight it

Nothing changes

Temporary light

Shines on my face

But never penetrates the blackness

Can nothing save me?



Even when I'm happy I'm sad

And I can't change the way I feel

Though for a few days I thought I did

Yet nothings different

I'm back in my cold place again


'no name'

Don't talk to me!

I want to be alone

Don't look at me!

I wish to be invisible



Please, just leave me alone

If only for a day

Today I don't want to talk

Today I wish to think

I wish to discover how I feel

But with you buzzing

Words of joy in my ears

You numb my thoughts

And make me pretend



Just for you I make believe

Think nothings wrong with me

And keep telling your self it's true

But don't talk to me'

Because I don't want to admit

How much I despise you.


'Child of a Rape Victim'

You may look at me
And think a disgrace
A mistake made in heaven
When God was looking the other way

My dear poor mother
Forced to have me
The best option to abort
But why abort me?


I am no mistake
God has a plan, you see
For he never looks away
And only sheds tears
For his poor children
And the decisions they have made


So can't you keep me?
Or just send me away
Why is my life any different?
Is it of less value than yours?
All because I'm the bastard child of a rapist
I am not important
And even some of the most conservative
Think it justified, I should die
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samintina writes:
thanx...I don't have much goin' on either


Posted on: Nov 20th 2006, 4:52:34pm

lemmesleep writes:
wutz up?? ok ill add u 2!!!!!!!!!!!!^_^


Posted on: Nov 19th 2006, 7:09:28am

saira writes:
HI ^__^ HOW R U?


Posted on: Nov 18th 2006, 1:27:25pm

lemmesleep writes:
HI! WANNA B FRIENDS?


Posted on: Nov 17th 2006, 4:15:38pm

samintina writes:
whats up?!


Posted on: Nov 16th 2006, 8:59:29pm

xxlovemexx writes:
hello wanna be my friend?


Posted on: Nov 3rd 2006, 11:24:02pm

samintina writes:
no...I'm not that talented


Posted on: Oct 15th 2006, 1:37:48pm

samintina writes:
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry


She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said


But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill


His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim


She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of


She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul


But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim


On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick


Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy


She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too


He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care


She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew


She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife


She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see


She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same


And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:


Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss


Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin


Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me


She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door


He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame


He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show


He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door


He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair


He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored


Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive


He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near
I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.


Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.


Posted on: Oct 14th 2006, 10:59:29pm

madelon (admin) writes:
Okay I did it for ya!


Posted on: Oct 9th 2006, 3:47:02am

madelon (admin) writes:
Okay I did it for ya!


Posted on: Oct 9th 2006, 3:47:01am

samintina writes:
whats new?


Posted on: Oct 5th 2006, 6:35:27pm

madelon (admin) writes:
Only moderators and administrators can remove images.. which one do you want to delete?


Posted on: Oct 5th 2006, 4:37:30pm

jasmine toh kar ying writes:
hi
nice to meet you


Posted on: Sep 26th 2006, 4:36:01am

gothpunk_sk8r writes:
k kewl yay! nah just kidding watz up?


Posted on: Sep 24th 2006, 3:55:39pm

gothgirl13 writes:
ok that's cool


Posted on: Sep 24th 2006, 2:19:13pm
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