I KNOW I'M CRAZY!! I'M A WRITER!!(online status not displayed)
"Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek" I try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grasp that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And protecting you from harm I use a wallet for your mouth So when you bite you will not bleed I drilled a wire through my cheek And let it down and out my sleeve And now you're pulling out the best of me Yeah which never ever comes This wires all thats left of me And its hooked within my gums Within my gums... So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it Its proof to show that I bleed for this And I'd cut myself the shame To get to know this masochist Who has stolen my first name Pretending he's a teacher Holding all my weight at ease Yet the teacher seems to split in two Destroying both his knees Now crawling I position myself Below your broken wings I lift your feathered left arm Where you hide your heart from me I never noticed it was swollen With the touch of brutal pain I never knew a heart could live inside The rust from all your rain All your rain... So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it I didnt think to bring a wash cloth And rub away the dirt Myself and I we share This barely beating heart of hurt And when the hurt comes theres an argument, A fight to save a smile A small attack on human tears To dry them for a while A dream we all should count on ; Yeah a vision I believe Where confidence is found Attached to wires on our sleeve Where loneliness is history Told to pack his shit and leave Where guidance is a fortune Told to help in time of need And were crying isn't secret It's the art of how we grieve And lessons are the key To every goal I will acheive I will achieve So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it "X-Amount Of Words" Relapse Prevent trigger intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words You're solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah you shape to mold Oh you're bold you're bold But your shape is bold You're a symptom superficial To what they call knowing you Minus the speed, Could you imagine the phobia? Your brain is faulty wiring the reason for tiring Keep treating the curse, Imagine the worst Systematic, sympathetic Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic Your heart is prosthetic A plate of quite peculiar On a dish of my own A tablespoon of feather tickle me to the bone Give me recipes for happy with the chemicals gone Drinking freedom from a bottle to the tune of belong I'm sick of shaking never waking from the hell I achieve I never knew you till you left me with the crying disease Another curing, reassuring way to buckle the knees So mistreated, I repeated Never blessing your sneeze Now deleted and defeated I will stand on my own Yeah your memory that punches me has broken the bone Give me recipes for sorry I'm admitting I'm wrong Still your memory that punches me has broken the bone "Fireflies" You would not believe your eyes If ten million fireflies Lit up the world as I fell asleep Cause they'd fill the open air And leave tear drops everywhere You'd think me rude but I would just stand and Stare I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems Cause I'd get a thousand hugs From ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach my how to dance A foxtrot above my head A sock-hop beneath my bed The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (Thread, thread...) I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems (When I fall asleep) Leave my door open just a crack (Please take me away from here) Cause I feel like such an insomniac (Please take me away from here) Why do I tire of counting sheep? (Please take me away from here) When I'm far too tired to fall asleep (Ha-ha) To ten million fireflies I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes I got misty eyes as they said farewell (Said farewell) But I'll know where several are If my dreams get real bizarre Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar (Jar, jar, jar...) I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems (When I fall asleep) I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Because my dreams are bursting at the seams "Lovefool" Dear, I fear we're facing a problem You love me no longer, I know And maybe there is nothing That I can do to make you do Mama tells me I shouldn't bother That I ought to stick to another man A man that surely deserves me But I think you do! So I cry, I pray and I beg Love me love me Say that you love me Fool me fool me Go on and fool me Love me love me Pretend that you love me Leave me leave me Just say that you need me Love me love me Say that you love me Leave me leave me Just say that you need me I can't care 'bout anything but you... Lately I have desperately pondered, Spent my nights awake and I wonder What I could have done in another way To make you stay Reason will not lead to solution I will end up lost in confusion I don't care if you really care As long as you don't go So I cry, I pray, and I beg Love me, love me Say that you love me Fool me, fool me Go on and fool me Love me, love me Pretend that you love me Leave me, leave me Just say that you need me So I cry, and I pray for you to Love me, love me Say that you love me Leave me, leave me Just say that you need me I can't care 'bout anything but you... Anything but you... Love me, love me (Say that you love me) Fool me, fool me (Go on and fool me) Love me, love me (I know that you need me) I can't care 'bout anything but you.. "Caring Is Creepy" I think i'll go home and mull this over Before i cram it down my throat At long last it's crashed, it's colossal mass Has broken up into bits in my moat. Lift the mattress off the floor Walk the cramps off Go meander in the cold Hail to your dark skin Hiding the fact you're dead again Undeneath the power lines seeking shade Far above our heads are the icy heights that contain all reason It's a luscious mix of words and tricks That let us bet when you know we should fold On rocks i dreamt of where we'd stepped And the whole mess of roads we're now on. Hold your glass up, hold it in Never betray the way you've always known it is. One day i'll be wondering how I got so old just wondering how I never got cold wearing nothing in the snow. This is way beyond my remote concern Of being condescending All these squawking birds won't quit. Building nothing, laying bricks. "Dreams" Oh, my life is changing everyday, In every possible way. And oh, my dreams, it's never quite as it seems, Never quite as it seems. I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more, Because it came from you. And then I open up and see the person falling here is me, A different way to be. I want more impossible to ignore, Impossible to ignore. And they'll come true, impossible not to do, Impossible not to do. And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me. You're what I couldn't find. A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind; You're everything to me. Oh, my life, Is changing every day, In every possible way. And oh, my dreams, It's never quite as it seems, 'Cause you're a dream to me, Dream to me. "Linger" If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade. I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude, It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything. I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you. So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand? Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you? But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger? Oh, I thought the world of you. I thought nothing could go wrong, But I was wrong. I was wrong. If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie, Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used, But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you. But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger? And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger? You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger? "Candy" I was perched outside in the pouring rain Trying to make myself a sail Then I'll float to you my darlin' With the evening on my tail Although not the most honest means of travel It gets me there nonetheless I'm a heartless man at worst, babe And a helpless one at best Darling I'll bathe your skin I'll even wash your clothes Just give me some candy, before I go Oh, darling I'll kiss your eyes And lay you down on your rug Just give me some candy After my heart Oh I'm often false explaining But to her it plays out all the same and although I'm left defeated It get's held against my name I know you got plenty to offer baby But I guess I've taken quite enough Well I'm some stain there on your bed sheet You're my diamond in the rough Darling I'll bathe your skin I'll even wash your clothes Just give me some candy before I go Oh, darling I'll kiss your eyes And lay you down on your rug Just give me some candy After my heart I know that there?re writings on the wall But Darling I'll bathe your skin I'll even wash your clothes Just give me some candy After my heart Oh I'll be there waiting for you "Such Great Heights" I am thinking it's a sign That the freckles in our eyes Are mirror images and when we kiss They're perfectly aligned And I have to speculate That God himself did make us Into corresponding shapes Like puzzle pieces from the clay And true it may seem like a stretch But it's thoughts like this that catch My troubled head when you're away When I am missing you to death When you are out there on the road For several weeks of shows And when you scan the radio I hope this song will guide you home They will see us waving from such great heights Come down now, they'll say But everything looks perfect from far away Come down now but we'll stay I've tried my best to leave This all on your machine But the persistent beat It sounded thin upon listening And that frankly will not fly You'll hear the shrillest highs And lowest lows with the windows down When this is guiding you home They will see us waving from such great heights Come down now, they'll say But everything looks perfect from far away Come down now but we'll stay "Afterglow" Here I am, lost in the light of the moon that comes through my window Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses It's you and the roses Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow Heal me from all this sorrow As I let you go I will find my way when I see your eyes Now I'm living in your afterglow Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow? In between the longing to hold you again I'm caught in your shadow, I'm losing control My mind drifts away, we only have today Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow Heal me from all this sorrow As I let you go I will find my way I will sacrifice 'til the blinding day when I see your eyes Now I'm living in your afterglow When the veils are gone as I let you go, as I let you go Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow Heal me from all this sorrow As I let you go I will find my way, I will sacrifice Now I'm living in your afterglow Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses It's you who is closest
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